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its pretty sweet! well i dont know how much i'll be around xanga anymore i might drop by every so often. have a good one though everyone! I LOVE YA!!

its 1:35 in the afternoon and already i can tell u that this is the worst day ever. Why does it seem that NOTHING ever works out for me. everything that i've ever really really wanted doesnt work out.  i can bet on that every single time. What's the point in even trying anymore if in the end after getting all my hopes and dreams up they get denied?

this day sucks

Ahhh the anticipation on whether i did or did not get accepted into NIU is killing me!! i just want to know! its been 3 weeks now since i sent out my application!! what is taking so long?! lol (as you can tell i'm not a very patient person) but i just hope i got in...that would be so amazing!

and nothing else is really new...we have a 4 day weekend this coming weekend WHOOO that is amazing and going to be a blast and a half. let me know if ya want to do something with me because i'm just that awesome

heeey!!

well hillary and matt are back in town again lol i love seeing them both, they are so amazing :) they arent staying for long though because tomorrow morning they're leaving for convention. Which is sad for me because alot of my friends will all be gone but GREAT for them since they're going to have such a great time there! so i'm happy for them all and i hope you guys all have a blast and a half!!

well anyways nothing is new...except lately i have been so lazy i dont know why. All i do is wear hoddies and jeans and sleep. i've been so tired latly and feel like such a bum but when i get up in the morning i just dont feel like getting dressed lol O well though i'm comfortable and i got no one to impress. lol

so i'm going to go now and EAT because i love to eat and then sleep since i got the house to myself for the next couple hours so i like to take full advantage of that since its always so loud. but well the weekend is coming up so that always makes me happy!!

sorry this is so boring i just got nothin to say...OO but i got my pictures from last weekend when i went to NIU they turned out pretty sweet let me tell ya, matt you're such a hottie! lol

just got back from NIU a little while ago! that was seriously one of the best weekends of my life! i had sooo much fun! i love it down there and getting to hang out with Hills, Matt, and T all weekend was just amazing! we had so many great times!! Like matt putting on the girl clothes at like 2 in the morning, T and Hills having to lick the condom in the hallway to see if it tasted like chocolate, carving some sweet pumpkins, eating pretty tasty cafeteria food, taking a shower in the dorm, staying up until 5 in the morning and then sleeping all afternoon the next day, watching on our cell phones for daylight savings time and sooo much more. I havnt laughed that much in such a long time. i love being with all of them!! I LOVE NIU!!! whooo

well so much happened this weekend but i'm just so tired that i dont really feel like writing so i'm just letting you know that i'm home now! so i hope that you didnt miss me to much.  and its almost 6:30 now and i'm going to bed. i have no sleep in me right now and there is school tomorrow sadly but everyone have an awesome night!!

O and HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!